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Sunday, October 21, 2012

My Inner Cave Woman - Movement

I've decided to kick start this weight loss challenge of mine by getting in touch with my inner cave woman by following Mark Sisson's Primal Blueprint. Now you can go and spend almost $200 and buy all of his DVDs and start-up plan, or you can sign up for his eNewletter and get basically the same info for free. Obviously I went with the free version. All you have to do is click on the link above and then click on the "Freebies" tab and sign up with your email. Remember to save the email once you are registered because that has the password you will need to access the free eBooks. In point form, what I've gathered of the plan so far is:
  • 5-7 hours of slow steady movement each week, you're heart rate should be between 50% -75% max heart rate. You can split this time up over the week or do it all at once; for example a long hike on a Saturday. This will actually be kind of challenging for me because I work a desk job and I sit all day long. I may have to dust off that pedometer.... I got in at least one hour on Friday with a hike at Taughannok State Park in Trumansburg, NY. 'Twas a beautiful fall day.
  •  One day of sprinting. Sunday are the designated days for this torture exercise, I sprinted 50 yards, 6 times. I wanted to throw up. J tells me this gets easier with time...
  • Two days of strength training. This will occur on Tuesday & Thursdays for me. You do a fitness test so to speak to figure out where you start. This gave my flashbacks to middle school, but it's not that bad. It helps you figure out where you start in the plan. There are four basic movements: squats, push ups, pull ups, and planks. Again, these are all progressions, if you cannot do a full push up, you will start with an easier variation and move onto harder versions once you master it.
  • Then you have days of play/rest/slow movement. The point of this plan is to replicate how our ancestors moved and ate, because that's what our bodies need.
  • Our society has become obese because we fill ourselves with processed foreign foods that our ancestors never had to deal with. I haven't gotten to the nutrition plan yet, but I've heard it's basically carb free. Hmmm, not sure how I feel about that.

Monday, October 15, 2012

Last Saturday night J and I went to the movies to see Sinister (soooooo creepy) and being the loyal Regal Rewards Card Member that I am (gimme free stuff Regal Cinemas!) I earned enough points for a free small soda. But guys I was dying of thirst. So I did the responsible thing anyone trying to watch calories/waistline/health would do, I passed up the free soda and opted for a large bottled water. It cost me $5.25. WTF?!?!? Seriously America you have your priorities effed up when the soda is free and the bottled water cost more than a magazine.

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Weekend Dish

Saturday I went to the Autumn Fest at The Market at Traders Village. Clockwise from top left: pumpkins & gourds (random fact about moi: I hate carving pumpkins...probably because I'm terrified I will puncture my hand because I'm wrestling a damn pumpkin with a knife), Seneca Salted Caramel ice cream from the Cayuga Lake Creamery (om nom nom nom), wine tasting, & quilts.

Friday, October 12, 2012

A Day in the Life of Lazy Girl

Yesterday I work work worked like a busy bee to finish everything in-time because I took Friday off. Then I hopped, skipped, and jumped into my car to go home where  I promptly changed into running gear, because 1) I NEED a run (who am I?) and 2) my foot has been feeling better, and 3) I haven't ran since the 5K last Saturday. Well....
then this happened. Literally 10 minutes in, the ball of pain from hell started again and the run promptly turned into a walk. My face says it all (attractive no?).

So then I did 40 minutes of yoga on YouTube, which I have to say did make me feel better. And then I looked outside and saw this beauty happening.

 So of course I had to bathe in this beautiful light before I jumped in my car to meet one of my best friends for dinner.

Where this was consumed at the Happy Family in Seneca Falls.
 The Chicken Szechuan Style with white rice and veggie egg roll.
This is an actual sit-down restaurant and the food is fresh-ish (more-so than a buffet would be anyway), however even though I only ate half of that monstrosity of a veggie egg roll, I had some serious Chinese-food-regret going on. Perhaps my body is trying to tell me something? Perhaps it's telling me, "Hey Amanda, don't eat deep fried food, because you may think you want it, but it's only going to hurt your stomach!" When will this lazy girl ever learn?





Wednesday, October 10, 2012

There is nothing quite like seeing yourself on camera (coughYouTubecough) to kick your butt into high gear for losing weight. Tonight I had my first podcast with the lovely Tiffany Collinsworth. The video is kinda awkward, but it was our first one. So yeah....remember how this was suppose to be a weight loss blog? It still is. The weight is still there. That's one of the biggest reasons why I couldn't bring myself to delete this. It felt like giving up. But truth be told, I haven't really been even trying lately. My foot does feel slightly better, I'm rolling it over a golf ball as I type this -according to my marathon-training brother-in-law I may have an inflamed tendon and this helps. J also gave me a foot massage; he's pretty much the best :) All gushing aside I am going to be starting a 6 week challenge tomorrow to help shed some of the lard and it ends on Thanksgiving!

Oh if you'd like to see my awkwardness in all my glory watch the video. Stay tuned, tomorrow I will be posting my goals for week 1 tomorrow.

So after about 6 minutes of searching for it on the YouTube link thingy here on blogger I could not find it so here is the URL link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6WL0yT3T4XI&list=UU-LFkVkC-2ci1BRxQp9Dx0Q&index=1&feature=plcp 

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

hey bitches

I've been thinking about this a lot; whether I should continue this blog or not. I've devoted the past few months to a much-less-personal & much-more-hobby-focused blog about cupcakes cupcakesbymandy.blogspot.com. Even though I stopped writing on here, I couldn't bring myself to delete it. After much consideration I am going to start posting much more actively on here once again. So you dear readers probably deserve an update about what's been a-happenin' in my life:
  • I "graduated" from RIT for my Master's. Now I must note I cannot actually put a "M.S." after my name. Why? Because I still have to write my thesis and defend it. ugh. There will probably be a lot of bitching & moaning discussion about this to come in an effort to psych myself up for it. (Seriously what program gives you 7 (?!) years to complete the degree? ) It's not like I'm getting my Ph.D. here. But on the bright side I no longer have to commute to Rochester for classes 2-3 times a week! On the darker side I now have to pay my parents rent because I'm done with classes for good. Eww.
  • I've become obsessed with #whatshouldwecallme. I'm actually kinda pissed I never thought of this before because that website is seriously my life. 
  • I will be co-hosting a vlog! Eek! Tomorrow is our first show and I'm slighting freaking out. So if you're curious as to what I sound/look like head on over to fingerlakes1.com and give it a view.
  • Over the course of 3 months I ran five 5Ks! ahhhh! big deal people, no, HUGE deal. But right now something is wrong with my left foot. It happened this past weekend around the 2 mile mark, when something felt very wrong with my foot, but being the trooper that I am (lie: I had no choice really) I finished strong and even shaved a minute off my last 5K! More to come on these runs.
  • I am about to go visit a new born baby and his mama, and therefore need to cut this short.

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Work is trying to make me fat

With these donuts... But I will be strong and not fall to their temptation. *ok 5 PM you can hurry up now* only another half hour!

Monday, June 11, 2012

Just chillen like a villan

Hello kittens, I'm back! And oh boy do I have ideas and motivation and updates for you guys. But for right now I'm indulging in some chick-lit and am reading The American Heiress by Daisy Goodwin before I get some quality zzzZzzZzzzZzzZZzs, because tomorrow I have a 6:45 am wake-up call for a date with a kettle bell and the handsome J. Goodnight Internet, for tomorrow we work and sweat, but it's worth it so they tell me.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

I'm not dead! I promise. I feel like I write these I'm-Not-Dead posts more often than I like, but I want you to know I have not abandoned you dear blog! This is my promise to you, come May 26th, you will be hearing a lot more from me.

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Freedom

I can taste it. I can smell it. I can almost see it. Freedom from obligation. You see I am almost done with classes. I have finals and then, dear readers, I only have two more grad classes. Ever. I still have my thesis, but let's not think about that right now. This is the happiest I have felt in a while. I feel like I can actually start thinking of the future. I know I complain bitch about grad school often. But recently I've felt that I'm ready for the next step, the next chapter of my life. A year ago I wasn't ready. I was scared of adult hood. Now I want it so badly. I'm done straddling these two worlds of working full time and still being in school. As hard as it has been, grad school has been worth it.

Blog Crush 2.0

I have a new blog crush! She's on the tumblr. OMG it's Sara Katherine. Why does it seem like tumblr has all of the good blogs? WTF Blogspot. Step up your game or I'm converting. Anyway, I digress....this girl makes me want to move to NYC and pursue my writing career.

Monday, February 20, 2012

"Most of us want to be good wives, good mothers, good bosses; to be successful, pretty and cheerful. But you can't get straight A's on the report card all the time. Don't punish yourself for that; just push through it. For me it helps to get a good night's sleep and catch an hour at the gym here and there. Aside from that, just be grateful for the mayhem ladies - every last bit of it." - Bethenny Frankel for Glamour Magazine

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Bag Lady


Confession time: I am obsessed with watching "What's in my purse?" videos on YouTube. I can waste a good hour on these videos when I have nothing better to do with my life. It's always so interesting to me to see what other women carry around in their purses. So here is my own little version of what's in my purse. This was completely and totally unplanned, so this is truly what I carry around with me on a daily basis.
This is the purse I've been carrying around this winter. It's from Aldo and I bought it last year, I think? It could have been the year before. I love love love the studs on the front. It also has a detachable shoulder strap, but I usually carry it in the crook of my arm.
What lies within?

Starting clockwise from the left: 1) An EOS ball in melon that doesn't fit in my Harajuku Lover's make up bag, 2) Harajuku Lover's pouch filled to the brim with lip gloss, lip stains, lip sticks and lip balms. I have a serious lip product hoarding problem. In fact the first time I ever pulled this out in front of J, he laughed at me. 3) My seriously girly car key chain with car key, "A" initial key chain, and pink kitty kat Bath & Body Works PocketBac with the Paradise Coconut smelly one. 4) Eclipse tub of gum, 5) Shout Wipes in case of spills, and 6) my wallet from Kohl's

Oh there's more. Again starting in the same direction: 7) pair of fake pearl earrings, 8) sewing kit, 9) toothbrush inside of toothbrush holder, 10) travel-sized toothpaste, 11) mini flash light, 12) 5 random pens, 13) hair elastics, 14) EOS hand moisturizer, 15) Ahava hand cream, 16) Beano, 17) Pepto Bismal tablets, 18) Ibuprofene (seriously you never know when you may need one of these things, and you'll thank yourself when you do), 19) tampons, and 20) a lone and worse-for-wear band aid
And last but not least, we have 21) my house keys attached to my EC class of 2010 key chain, which happens to function as a bottle opener, because EC is classy like that, 22) my work keys, and 23) a switch blade. I have a switch blade because J was concerned for my safety with all of the traveling I do on the road, he wanted me to have something to protect myself with. But let's be honest here, with all of the other crap I have in my purse, I'd have to tell my mugger to wait for 5 minutes while I root around in my purse looking for it. So there you have it, the totally random and probably unnecessary stuff in my purse.

Salted Caramel Cupcakes

I have a deep love for making food for others and I have a deep love for cupcakes. I tend to bake a lot and give it all away. Last night I came across a recipe on Pinterest for Triple Salted Caramel Cupcakes. If you've ever had the salted caramel frappuccino at Starbucks, you know that the combination is to die for. Before last night, I have never made caramel before. It's surprisingly easy...to screw up that is. My first batch was burnt (ick!) but I eventually got the hang of it. These cupcakes were not the easiest nor fastest to make, but the pay off was worth it. My favorite part had to be making the caramel swirls!
I'm thinking of doing a weekly cupcake feature here on the blog.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

I'm really not a kid person. They're fun for about a half hour and then I want to give them back to their parents. Yet despite my fairly neutral stance on small children, a little girl totally melted my heart today. I was rushing into Wegman's after a long commute back from working in Rochester and just in front of me, a young mother was holding her toddler on her hip. This little girl could not have been more than one. As we're about to go through the automatic doors, she suddenly looks right at me and her entire face lights up. She has a huge smile on her face and she waves her little hand hello to me. I can't lie, it totally made my day and my ovaries jump a little bit. I'm not about to get baby fever, but after a few exhaustive and emotionally draining days, this strange little girl touched my heart in such an unexpected way. It's amazing what unsolicited kindness can do for the soul.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Monday, February 13, 2012

I spend more time in the car than I like, but alas it's a necessary evil and I've become extremely well acquainted with the top 40 and country stations. But they get old and fast. Therefore I've been listening to audio-books and I am currently listening to...

by Mindy Kaling

Seriously funny. I suggest ya'll start reading/listening to it.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Word


I wish...

  • It was May
  • I was done writing papers
  • I had actually started that paper
  • That I could manage my money better
  • That I didn't have to spend around $300 a month on gas
  • That I didn't have to commute to Rochester anymore
  • I could figure out how to use Twitter
  • I had more time to write on this blog
  • My computer wouldn't over heat so easily
  • That I could actually get myself to start an exercise regimine
  • That I could start over
  • I could travel the world and have not a care nor responsibility in the world
  • That I could afford to move out of my parent's house
  • That I could afford to live without a roommate
  • That I would stop the excuses

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Today is my 24th birthday and I am currently debating whether I should buy myself a pair of the Tori Burch Reva flats as a present to myself....but I just don't know if I can justify spend $200 on them. Oh but they're so pretty...sigh.

Friday, January 27, 2012

I just went down the rabbit hole that is the Facebook Timeline. Embarrassed about how much weight I've gain since the end of college? Yes. Kick in the ass? Yes. Time to start moving ass? Yes.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

What's that? A light at the end of a tunnel? Yup. Because guess what? This girl just registered for her last classes of grad school. Ever.

I had a meltdown last night....and this morning. The pressure cooker that is my life suddenly (or not so suddenly) exploded. I have to say, it's probably been a long time coming. On Tuesday, I had to wake up much earlier than normal at 6 am. Alarm went off at 5:50 am, I hit the snooze, then I hit it again...and then again...next thing I know it's 6:18. Fuck. I jump into the shower, dry off, get dressed, throw hair in a bun, slap some make up on, then gather everything I can anticipate needing for the next 13 hours of my life for work and school. I don't eat breakfast figuring I will catch something on the road, nor do I even brush my teeth. Now before you get all judgy wudgy on me, if I brush my teeth on an empty stomach in the morning, I feel like I'm going to vomit. I can't explain why this occurs, but I have to brush my teeth after breakfast, otherwise I get super nauseous. Head out to my car 15 minutes late, go through the McDonald's drive through, and then speed to Rochester for a work meeting/training, which I arrive at 20 minutes late. I've had an egg mcmuffin and an iced coffee, so I seriously need to brush my teeth. I'm officially sitting down to the meeting a half hour later than everyone else.

Then this meeting lasts forever. And as we're going over everything left to do for this project (which I've been a part of for the past year), I'm writing the deadlines in my planner, I realize all of this is happening over the next month during the same time I have finals for my grad classes. Double fuck. I feel an overwhelming panic settle in. How do you people expect me to do this?! Meanwhile I surreptitiously check my work email, and I start thinking of everything I need to do back at my office, but will not have the chance to do until the next day. Dear God, please have my supervisor come in late tomorrow. Then I check my school email, and the Marketing Simulation has a glitch and my project partner and I cannot fix one of our ads that the game has deemed "unethical." I have to email my professor to let her know we're having technical difficulties and probably will not be able to submit all of our decisions by the 5:30 PM deadline later. Then this meeting goes over a half hour later than scheduled (Karma biting me in the ass for being late perhaps?). I finally get to escape to my car where I try to coerce Tom Tom into cooperation, but he refuses to find a satellite signal because it's deathly overcast out. I have to blindly find my way to campus across the city. I check the simulation, and it's still not working. Then I have class for 3 hours. By the time I get back to my car, I haven't seen home in 13+ hours. I'm exhausted, and decided to call J. J and we get into a fight because I'm so tense. And then it happens. The meltdown begins. I feel utterly trapped by a life of my own making, and I'm only hurting myself and the ones around me with my frustration.

This morning, Wednesday morning, I wake up and my mom asks me if I was crying last night. I instantly burst into tears again. But it felt good to let it out, to finally admit that I feel defeated by stress. I have to tell myself that this too shall pass. Graduate school will not last forever, this project will not last forever, I will be able to have a normal life again one day. I just hope and pray I won't lose my sanity before then.
During my Senior year of high school a close friend and I learned how to snowboard, but yesterday was the first time in two years (and the 2nd time ever to use my board) that I went snowboarding. Hello beautiful, I've missed you.

 I only fell a few times while getting my sea legs back so to speak, but it's really like riding a bike; once you learn it never really leaves you. Surprisingly I'm not as sore today as I thought I may be.

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Certain things in life make me ridiculously happy and bright pink nails in the middle of winter (or anytime really) happen to be one of them, ps- don't mind the minor chips, they were painted a few days ago. If you're judging me, I'm judging your mother.

Bedroom Overhaul

In other news, I just dropped $500 on new furniture for my room. My room at home looks essentially the same as it did in high school, which my 16 year old self loved, but my almost-24-year-old-self does not. You may ask, why don't you just save your money for if when you move out of your parents' home? Well let's be honest, unless I start making a lot more money than I am now, there's no way I can afford to live on  my own right now. Then why don't you get a roommate? Well most of my awesome friends no longer live around here. Also, until May, I'm obligated to be in Rochester a minimum of 2 nights out of the week. So yeah, I'm definitely stuck here for at least another 6 months. Therefore, Operation Decoration is underway. In order to make my room less dorm-like and more sophisticated I have ordered:

Winslow White 2-drawer & Open Cubbie Nightstand


Winslow White 5-drawer Chest

DaVinci MDB Bookcase in White

 
The book case is technically a part of a furniture set for a baby's room, but I doubt you could tell by looking at this piece. They should be arriving by next Friday and I will probably be spending the entire weekend assembling them, but I'm so excited! All the pieces were purchased at Overstock.com and the total came to be just over $500. I'm so excited to be able to organize all of my books and photos in one place! As opposed to the artfully hidden stacks all over my room. I'm also in the market for one of those pretty mirrored vanity trays for the dresser and a new lamp for the night stand. Right now a bendy neck desk light sits on it, I tell you it's very freshman year chic.

None of the furniture in my room matches, as the youngest of 6 kids, it's basically a hodgepodge of handed-down furniture as my other siblings moved out of the house. I'm hope to also be able to purchase a new headboard and desk to match the theme as well. I'm thinking of doing before/after photos of my room and tips on organizing a tiny space, because on top of all this, my room is oh so tiny.

 




Obviously I have not been updating as much as before. I'm not going to make an excuse, I just really don't have as much time/energy to devote to it. This is perfectly OK with me, and I hope with you dear readers won't abandon me in the meantime. It's just the way it is right now. But like everything else in this world, this too shall pass.  Once May rolls around I will have more time to devote to you dear blog. Just bear with me.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

In this moment, this is my life

I sit at Panera wasting time until I have to go to class as take a mid-term. Yes I said mid-term, RIT had a very silly schedule.

Monday, January 16, 2012

Winter Has Entered the Building

Winter has finally arrived dear readers, to upstate NY. The snowboarder in me is so excited at seeing all of this white stuff, but the commuter that I am, is weeping. Thank you baby Jesus for All Wheel Drive; it is worth the investment. I always use to say that I could never stand the winters here; that I needed to move down south when I grew up. I do love the warmth of the summer sun, but spending a week in Orlando, FL this past July has basically cured me of any desire to move down south. We get very cold here, but they get very hot, and I personally am not a fan of 100% humidity, 100 degree heat chub rub. Don't get me wrong, come March I will be itching to get out of here. The white will have turned to mushy browns and greys, and we will be in the middle of the third consecutive week of no sunshine. Seasonal Affective Disorder will have settled into my bones. I am learning that I am the type of person that would rather be a little too cold, than a little too hot. Also, my birthday is in the winter (!), Ground Hog's day to be exact. Someday I want to make my way to Punxsutawney, PA to see Phil pop his furry little head out and predict the next few months of weather. 

But for now I will enjoy the clean air, beautiful white landscape, and snow globe-like snow floating down outside my window.


Thursday, January 12, 2012

I'm not dead, I'm just stressed out and tired. Work has been hell this week and started grad classes again after having 3 weeks off. Stress leaves me empty and drained. So this what adult life is like? This sucks.

Ok I will stop being depressing now.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Sunday Morning

Laying in bed with a kitty curled up beside me purring as I stalk the Internet world, seeing what others have done and experienced these past two nights. No real purpose or goal today. Not going to think of everything I should be doing, or need to do, or what I will have to do this week. This day is for me, myself, and I.

Thursday, January 5, 2012

A Post About Nothing

Random thoughts:
  • I am feeling super duper lazy tonight.
  • Going non-stop from time you wake up to right about now will do that to you
  • Must. Join. Gym.
  • Really should work on a Marketing case review. Told partner I would have my half done by tomorrow night. (If you're reading this Katie, I will totes get my half to to you tomorrow, it just might be at 11:59 PM). 
  • WTF was I thinking assigning myself a homework deadline for a Friday night?
  • I really have no desire to do homework any more. 5 more months, 5 more months, 5 more months...
  • I wish I'd had the spicy tuna roll in stead of the spicy salmon roll, but I read somewhere salmon is better for your with the Omega 3s and what nots.
  • I wish my skin wouldn't get so damn dry during the winter. TMI? 
  • Must resist urge to shop online.
  • Must be a responsible almost-24-year-old and save money so I can move out of parent's house one day (soon).
  • I have 3 shiny brand new magazines just waiting to be read.
  • I'm going to read how Katy Perry and Russell Brand's marriage imploded now.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Monday, January 2, 2012

Dailyfeats.com

I just found the most amazing website. www.Dailyfeats.com. You earn points for completing healthy daily habits from flossing your teeth to yoga to eating smaller portion sizes. And get this, after reaching a certain amount of points, you earn a gift card. So you literally get paid for making healthier choices.
This is what I have selected now, and below are just some of the other suggested goals.

2012 Resolutions

So now that I've given myself and everyone a little kick in the ass with the pep talk below here are my 2012 goals:
  1. Graduate from Graduate School (without becoming a stressed-out crazy person no one wants to be around). This one is a bit of a no brainer, I will be walking in Commencement come May, but guys, working full time and going to grad school is. so. hard. My job is stressful. I work as a Care Coordinator (AKA admissions counselor) at a Residential Treatment Center (Google it if you don't know what that is). The two literally suck the life and money right out of you. So dear friends, please understand that I am not purposely alienating myself from you because I cannot go out to the bar every Saturday night like I use to, I'm just really really tired and have about 107 more pages to read in my Research Methods text. Dear J, please don't break up with me when I get super stressed and snap when you ask what movie I'd like to watch tonight. I don't mean it, and just tell me to relax. Dear Mom & Dad, please don't kick me out of the house when I become so miserable and sleep deprived between weeks 6 and 11 of the quarter. I will become your loving daughter once more when the quarter ends. That being said, I only have 5 more months of classes!!! aldkfja;dslkfj! The thought of this makes me so happy I could almost cry. I will have my thesis paper left to write after that, but psh, not thinking about that yet. 
  2. Lose the damn weight. My goal is to lose 40 lbs this year. But not just lose the weight, but to gain stress coping skills through exercise. More to come on this subject.
  3. Keep up with this blog. But that sort of goes hand-in-hand with the above goal. This is a weight loss/what ever the hell I want to talk about blog after all. I know, kinda hard to tell with the absence of weight loss huh?
  4. See more of the US of A. This may be a bit far reaching, depending on if I can get the time off from work, but J and I are planning a cross-country road trip for 2012. I am ridiculously excited about this!

Get Off Your Bum and Just Do It

With a new year, comes new beginnings. There is a renewed sense of hope that you can do what you couldn't last year, what you failed at last year, what you never tried last year. I hate to make resolutions. I feel like I'm setting myself up for failure. But there is something to be said about mapping out your objectives, goals and ultimately your dreams. This is the perfect, albeit cliched, time of the year to reorganize and revitalize your life. We are not just insignificant beings aimlessly wandering around this Earth of ours without direction or meaning. What we do matters, not just for our own happiness and health, but to those around us. When trying something scary or reaching for something (whether it be a dream school, job, or even just talking to the cute stranger in line at the grocery store) that you may believe to be beyond your reach, is just not worth it. What if someone sees me struggling with this? What if I fail?

This has been a struggle of mine; the fear of success (or non-success rather). That may sound absolutely ridiculous to you, but this has been a very real fear throughout my life, and unfortunately I can look back with some regrets because of it. It is scary to put yourself out there for others to see and judge what you do. It can be absolutely terrifying, but in my almost 24-years, I'm starting to wise up to this; without risk there is no success. Without discomfort and challenge, there is no gain. And you may have people try to discourage you on your path, but guess what? They're jealous. Jealous that you are fearless enough to take a risk they are too scared to take themselves. Jealous that you are doing what they believe they cannot do for themselves. And yes, you might fail, but at least you can say you  tried. So here is my challenge for you dear readers, is to dream at least one crazy/terrifying/amazing thing that you want in your life, and start doing it. I dare you to think astronomical and extraordinary thoughts. Then be brave and start planning the little baby steps that will help you reach your goal.  Because I can guarantee that no one else is going to come along and do it for you. YOU have to make it happen. This is not a challenge that I am extending just to you, but also to myself.

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Took a New Year's Day walk at the park with Annie the Golden Doodle and Mom.



















And if you made it all the way to the end of this photo bomb, here's a video of Annie freaking out by a garbage can and seagulls struggling against the wind:



Get ready 2012, because you're about to get owned.